Suddenly I want to write (an essay lol) about you, Jessica Jung. Jung Sooyeon.
How could I end up liking you this much? Like, maybe I even love you, or obsessed by you. I don’t know what is this feeling. I just…like your everything to the point even if you just dressed with potato sack, I’ll still think you are beautiful. Why you Jessica? Why it’s you? I never idolize someone like this before to be honest, like…have the urge to know about you everyday, or have a tendency to save every photo of you on the internet, even in the same event, with the same clothes or pose…if it’s you, then I’ll just ‘swallow’ it all. I’m not the loyal type tbh, I’ll be a hard fan of some one, but as time pass by, I’ll end up liking some other celebrity, in such a short period. So easy to get bored. And it’s been 2 years or more, and I still never get enough of you. I can’t get over you. My love for you grow more and more everyday.
How funny, not because you’re a girl, but because I dislike you at first. Yep, my first impression of you is kinda bad. I first saw you on Super Junior M music video called Super Girl. And you are the super girl here. You are blonde that time, and I was like, “Why this Korean girl dare to be blonde? Like that kind of hair suits her, it’s not, it’s awkward.” Yeah something like that. And your role on this music video didn’t even help, you are such a bitch here, you reject Hangeng when he is a nerd, then when Hangeng turn into some hottie, you just attracted to him almost immediately, lol. What kind of super girl is that?
Back then, Donghae is my favorite from SuJu, and when I read some rumor about you and Donghae as ex-lovers, it freaked me out, lol that’s too much, but yes I was complaining, I dislike you even more. Sigh. What so special about this Jessica from Girls’ Generation? What is Girls’ Generation anyway?
Yeah…I was kinda blindly jealous of you Jessica…silly. Then I watched Gee music video, oh what a catchy song, I downloaded more songs from SNSD, quiet easy listening. Then I had this feeling, “Ah, I think I can like this girl group too.” I tried so hard to acknowledge every member of SNSD, and it’s no joke, you guys looked the same. Sunny, Sooyoung, and you are the easiest. Because Sunny is so tiny and has a unique face, lol. Sooyoung looked so Indonesian :D and you….you are the bitch from super girl music video, ups sorry……… J
As time passed by, I’ve known everyone of you, well don’t know why Tiffany and Yuri is the hardest though, they really looked the same for me. Then I watched Hello Baby, gosh you and your girls are so hilarious, like…dork but adorable, adorkable. I was wondering how could beautiful girls like you being so dork and funny, and entertaining like that. Thanks to Hello Baby, I become the fan of Girls’ Generation. It’s not because you guys are pretty, can sing or dance well, it’s because the bond between you, it’s because your personality. It’s because you guys felt so special, not like idols, like friends.
Tiffany was my number one bias. I used to like her a lot. She’s beautiful, the second after Yoona. She’s so well-mannered, kind-hearted, so determined, caring, loving, and all. And she’s actually funny with the broken Korean J
And I ship JeTi, yes, you and Tiffany. But I don’t remember why though. I just love the fact that you are the American girls, I love your English, I love your friendship, I love the interactions between you two. And your eyes Jess, your stare toward Tiffany is driving me crazy, lol.
I don’t really remember when I actually turn my attention to you to be honest. How could you ruin my bias list. As time passed by, I realize how lovely you are, and the good thing is, you never try to show off. Oh yeah, there was a time when I watched a fan video compilation of, 8 things about Jessica Jung, and I was so amazed, I came into realization that you are a wonderful girl.
They said you are an ice princess, then I read about other celebrities opinion about you, there’s nothing ‘ice’ in you, you actually a friendly person, you just shy with new peoples, you admit it, and it’s very normal. And I acknowledge myself that you are really a caring person. Like, you may act you didn’t really care about Kyungsan in Hello Baby, but actually you did. You never really show it in front of the camera, but I realized, I can feel your love. I wonder why I become so sensitive about your gesture, lol, it’s like I can feel your intention about something or someone from your eyes, your hand gesture etc.
I like it, when you stare at your member lovingly. When you look into their eyes, there’s something spark in there. I like it, when you look into the fan site camera, then you’ll smile, act cutely, try to be funny. I realize that maybe you do it because you know all your fans will watch the video, then you want to communicate with us. Maybe you want the fan site to spread your love toward us, your thankful smile, your everything. Oh how sweet you are.
And I care so much about you Jess, I don’t want you to be hurt, I just want you to be happy, I want you to have a happy life forever and ever…. Lol. Sometimes, when you look so thin on a picture, I just want to hug you and eat with you, make you eat delicious foods and assure you that’s it’s okay to be a little chubbier hehehe.
Anyway, today is your birthday :) very very very happy birthday Jessica Jung! Sooyeon Jung! i wish you a very very happier ahead, don’t ever change okay? just keep being yourself who lovely, sweet, cute, warm, cool, and sexy ;)
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I love you i love you i love you